Heard this song tonight, sung by one of the contestants on the Voice (start around the 2:00 mark…). Had to look it up and found out it was sung by Billie Eilish. Then had to look up her video and found it.
Not sure what it is about the song, but it gutted me. "I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that…" How easy it is to just give up… let go… acquiesce… go quietly… into the dark.
But,… I can't… or I won't.
Finding myself here, at the end of all things… and the beginning of all things. Again. I've reinvented myself so many times… over the years… wondering how much longer I will be able to do so. Excitement and sheer terror at the same time.
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that…
All Things Elda 