Lord, I Need You

I went to a pastors' luncheon today at church. Had an opportunity to hear from several of the pastors on their ministries in the church and also heard about opportunities to serve. I was seated at the table led by the Director of Women's Ministries, which I thought was God having a laugh, because I've never been one to get involved in women's ministries, being that I've never thought of myself as the type. Was single when I had my daughter and the fact that she has grown up into the woman that she is shows more about God's grace beyond measure than my mothering skills. I've always worked outside the home. I don't like to cook. I'm divorced. I'm an actor, for goodness sake! Seriously, I tell people often that my life is more a Cautionary Tale than not.  But there is no denying God's Grace throughout that tale, so… I may finally look into a women's bible study.

I got to meet some other newcomers to the church over lunch. It was a good time. I am excited about becoming more involved here, but have determined to take it slowly, one opportunity at a time, so I don't overcommit (which I do…) and burn out and then find reasons not to go… Yeah, I'm one of those.

But I like this place and I like this preacher. And I miss my old church. But I really think this might be a place where I can put down roots. Which is a lot coming from someone who has never been much of a gardener… So, I'm trying to take things slowly. But I'm excited about the opportunities. And they have Saturday night services, so I can sleep in on Sundays. Yeah, I'm one of those, too. I have decided that the 5:30PM service on Saturday night will be where you'll find me.

We sang this song last night. It's also fitting with this tale.

 

 

Published by eldamcarmona

Child of God, daughter, sister, aunt, mother, grandmother... Actor.

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